Unfortnately this blog entry is going to be the last one from erikology. Life teachs us one great thing about human, we suck. Other than that, saying goodbye is kind of thing which is hard to learn. Maybe years and years of experience and you still don't know what kind of person you really are... So erikology has died, from starvation and from strugglling to survive. It may be not bad that when there is nothing to refer to, life may get a bit easier in the future.

In the memory of Mr. Sutherland, a inspirational source of encouragement and enlightening me from Penrose. This encouragement would be accompanied to the best but also the very worst days of my life, everytime I would remember, you don't want the dice, but the dice would point to you. So I take a deep breath and tell myself:" I would not live under shadow of my past, I walked out, and walked on. There would be lots of random Chance events that I may not be able to advoid. But when I have to, I would make it better....to other people."

What will I be after all? Will these four years vanish in my memories? Definitely no. I would treat it as a game, showing my immaturity and stupidity that I would laugh at. Good luck afterall, hope will meet in the future again (which i always imagine to be a LONG LONG future).....

                                                                                                                                                                     Erikology
                                                                                                                                                                     In the memory of Mr. Sutherland